Be prepared I’m not sure where this blog post is going to go….
I haven’t posted since late Thursday night. Friday, I had every intention of posting but my day started out at crossfit with the Filthy Forty (Jonesy’s version of the Filthy 50). I did 40 of each the reps because of the time limit. The mental block that I need to consistently work on gets me every time. I finished in 30:08. Technically that would be a DNF, BUT I wasn’t stopping my singles. After some much-needed foam rolling, I headed to work.
I had a lot of work to do in a little amount of time because I had to get to a work dinner and I had a hot date with a 6-year-old and my best friend for Shrek. Dinner was easy because I just ordered an appetizer. What I ordered was essential a meatball with a thin layer of roast beef around it. I did have 2 drinks but I needed them! After enjoying Shrek, candy free and with cashews graciously purchased for me, I headed back to work. I wanted to eat the fried dough, ice cream and sugary frozen drinks we were serving, but I opted for water and a handful of popcorn. I got home from work about 1AM and said if I woke up in time for the 7 AM WOD, I would go, if not, I would hit gymnasty. I didn’t wake up and I wasn’t WOD’ing on 4-5 hours of sleep because that’s not safe so I got up and hit gymnasty.
Gymnasty was a great class b/c it really gave me time to work on ring push ups and my squat therapy. Holding 45# overheard began to hurt on the 3rd round, but luckily I had a fantastic partner. I’m still very hesitant to go on my head with HSPU, tumbling, or even tripod practice so Kia of course scaled it for me. The mental block on going on my head is a blog post in and of itself.
After a great class, I hit lunch with an up and coming firebreather. She’s been an amazing inspiration and I’m happy to call her a friend. We didn’t want breakfast to end so we went somewhere for coffee and tea and enjoyed talking until almost 2 pm! It was when I was leaving that I realized how lucky I am. I realized how the 7 degrees of crossfit has come into my life and I’m so thankful for that.
Fast forward to Saturday night….my friend invited me over for a cooking party. Now while I thought we were making 1 thing each, she texted me she was making 4 things. So i scoured the internet for both WW and paleo friendly recipes. I went to the store for my ingredients and the cooking commenced. We cooked: Pasta fagioli soup (WW); Italian wedding soup (WW and basically paleo); Turkey meatloaf, bean dip (WW), egg cupcakes (100% paleo); Skinny girl mac and cheese with broccoli (ww) and these amazing pineaple cupcakes (WW). The cupcakes were the hit of the evening and were AMAZING! So tasty and no added fat from beyond what was in the cake mix.
I spent my Saturday evening laughing, cooking, having (1 cocktail and then the rest mocktails…aka seltzer), telling stories, dancing, singing with 3 amazing ladies. These ladies came into my life just a few short years ago, when I was starting to reach out of my comfort zone. Driving home late last night, I realized again how lucky I am in. I have amazing people in my life at work, at crossfit, friends who will help me thru everything. I have such an extended family with various friends in my life, I know how lucky I am. I realized last night, that I don’t talk to and see some of the people who I care a lot about nearly enough because of distance and time but somehow/somewhere I hope to change that.
Today I woke up to a phone call from my 95 year Grandma. My grandparents are 2 amazing people and have lived a life that some people can only dream about. It was a great phone call. I couldn’t fall back to sleep yet, so of course, I checked my Facebook. This was when I first found out about one friend losing her dad. My heart went out to her and I immediately wanted to let her know that if I could do anything for her let me know. I than got a call about 2 hours later, that one of my closest friends, her dad had passed away also. 2 dads, in 2 days, I couldn’t believe this.
I talked to my one friend and she said that she didn’t need anything. I was planning on hitting strong(wo)man today at ACF, but instead got dressed and drove to my friend’s house. I knew she wasn’t at her house but at her mom’s but I just needed to see her 2 beautiful boys. I’ve since been here doing my part and watching her boys. As I sit watching the 2 year sleep soundly next to me, it makes me again be so thankful for what I have. I’m struggling today with my food but that’s minor compared to what my friends are going thru. I know that I can drink water and keep myself hydrated and within my points today without having to plan my food. The food may not be the “best” however, it’s within my points, and I’m doing something more important by helping out someone who is like my family.
Tonight I plan on reaching out to some of those special people in my life and telling them that. I hope to continue that more often. Crossfit is helping me refocus my life in so many ways…..and most importantly, making me healthier so that I can be here for those who need me.
Friday:
WOD, protein shake, eggs, egg whites, bacon, tomato omelet; salad with chicken; meatball appetizer; handful of popcorn; cashews, 2 cocktails, at least 80 ounces of water
Saturday:
Omelet with bacon, ham, swiss cheese, peppers, onions, 1/2 slice of toast; 2 small forkfuls of hash brown potatoes (took the rest home…the old me would have ate the whole thing); chobani yogurt; a sampling of all our delicious foods, 1 cocktail, 70 ounces of water at least plus hit gymansty
Sunday:
bowl of cereal with fruit and almond milk, nuts, one slice of homemade bread with peanut butter, 60 ounces of water so far, 8 potato chips
Until tomorrow….being better than yesterday
~~~Jonesy~~~